With the upcoming holidays that they are warm and happy. What I'm about to say does not come easy, I've tossed and turned it over and over.
For those of you who've been here from the very beginning have been there for Roy and myself through the best of times and the worst of times. I can not tell you in words just how much your love and support have meant to Roy and I. And on deeply personal level, me.
That I can sit back and look around me feeling that THIS is what love, support, family and community is all about, genuinely warms me. It has carried me through and brought warm loving light through many a dark moment. I can honestly say I don't know what I would have done without all of you. The words I love you just don't seem to grasp the depth, breadth of how truly heart felt it is. But I do. I have been forever changed in my chosen lifestyle, when I look back I know I could never be that way again. I have been forever changed, incredibly blessed being loved by and loving Roy. As a dear, loving man put into perspective " I have to get to know the new me"... from the bottom of my heart, I love you! As Roy used to say," its all good, its all about the journey Chelle!
Those that know me well know how deeply sentimental I am and how much of a hard time I have of letting go. They also know that when I do finally let go its not without scratch marks. This is no different. In order for me to move forward I have to end and begin a new chapter in my life. In doing so that includes the Dover meet up. This month will be the last gathering. Ironically, it dawned on me while writing.. its most appropriate... this is the month of Thanksgiving and I do have so much to be thankful for.
In letting go of the Dover Diner gathering I actually open up the opportunity to attend other meets/events. ( it took me a while to see that ) I am not asking for nor do I want anyone to take it over. If a meeting is wanted, create a new one.
In closing, have a wonderful and blessed holiday if I don't see you at the meet. Know you all are always in my thoughts.
Love, light and peace,
If you have any questions please feel free to contact me directly at heartnsoul@mail. com ~Michelle