April 7, 2014
Existence spontaneously initiated an unsolicited kundalini awakening on 4/3/2008. 'I' as a body-sense and concept vanished. Radical, heart-piercing, unconditional love 'as' Unity... 'as' Self-existing alchemy - became foreground 'as' background. I AM the Teacher-Student came online in the absence of a physical guru/ midwife. Intense, unremitting cycles of integration ensued. I am currently receiving and studying biodynamic cranio-sacral therapy to aide this process.
I began meditating with Holosync, 1-2 hrs/ day, after the awakening occurred. Life naturally became a dynamic practice.
No, although I've heard them referenced by many. Saniel Bonder, founder of Waking Down in Mutuality, described my experience as an analogue of several tantric lineages - Kashmir Shavism (Siddha Yoga), Vajrayana Buddhism, and Sri Aurobindo. People from those traditions, as well as literature from those lineages, and Jaguar Shamans, began to spontaneously appear after 4/2008 - strong resonance, indeed!
Yes, both spontaneously and mediated as a relational (human) Field. Per Saniel Bonder's invitation in 2011, I completed the teacher training for Waking Down in Mutuality, a transmission-based lineage. I chose to not become a formal teacher in that community or beyond for many reasons. I briefly received shaktipat from David Spero. I've been gazing virtually with my best friends on a weekly basis since 2012 (e.g. with Chris Stewart).
My kindred friend in Australia, Chris Stewart, recommended I connect with Ramaji. I'm a San Diego native and would welcome meeting kindred hearts in this area.