June 29, 2013
I have always been an atheist but I didn't know it until I was 12. That was when a cousin told me about God and how I and any other non believers would burn in hell. She said I just needed to ask Jesus to be my lord and savior and I would feel him in my hart. Having been a inquisitive child, I asked her what happened to baby's who died before having learned of the almighty. To that she said they could go to heaven because they were kids, well I wanted the cut off date! I think she made up thirteen. I spent the next year trying to believe in god, begged my Mother to do the same because even more than myself, I couldn't bare the thought of her suffering eternal damnation! night after night I sobbed asking God why I couldn't feel him in my heart, begging for his mercy and wondered what was wrong with me. As my 13 birthday grew closer I remember begging God to kill me so I didn't have to go to hell God never answered. I wasn't sucked into that crap! god is a hateful thing I want none of
Hello I'm Ginger, I like most activity's as long as the people I'm with are nice, however being able to have a conversation is even better.