You suffer because you believe your thoughts and emotions and conditioning. You are not these things you are already an enlightened being or Buddha. but you need pointers to help you realise that the self you believe you are is not real. I had an awakening couple of years ago the self I believed I was dropped away and what was left was this beautiful nonconceptual awareness to what is real. I do 1-1 sessions to help anyone who is curious or interested in non duality enlightenment awakening or are just fed up suffering.