I've come to face & accept the fact that my beliefs most closely match those of Humanists & non-theists, as opposed to my previous Christianity. I felt very alone leaving organized religion & knew I needed to meet people that share my beliefs.
I am a P.K. that was deeply involved in church for most of my life. 5 years ago, I lost my faith while reading a book about an atheist who became a Christian...ironic, don't you think? I'm thrilled to be part of such a great group of people.