October 8, 2012
I don't travel Portland often so this will be an experience for me, but I remember a large statue of a fellow on a horse. I remember it being in the middle of two streets that circle around the statue and continue on in a small park (I guess) in downtown near pioneer courthouse square. He's a civil war looking cavalry man with a saber and a hat if I remember correctly. I'd guess it's a bronze statue but I could be wrong, i just remember it being a fairly large one, nearly or overly life sized.
I had a dream recently of meeting a humanoid creature with a long twisting tongue. I willingly and eagerly embraced it and accepted it's 'tongue' into my mouth and throat as it slid down into me. I distinctly remember accepting two of the 'tongues' though the second was grabbed by the creature before it slid down my throat and tugged back out. It called me a 'stupid brat' and a disproving harsh look and I got the sense that more then one was dangerous...then I woke up, somewhat distrubed with the dream and promptly checked for any foreign bodies in my spirit and radiated it over the next day with divine energies to dissolve whatever it was, as I didn't consciously trust this being one bit.
More points of view are always good, and I intend to broaden my conceptual understanding of the astral and at some point traverse it. I know that spiritually I classically haven't made the wisest choices but I blame that on a lack of discipline and coordination in myself, something that I see and improveable and I strongly desire more control over myself in my spiritual aspects. I feel by gaining some experience of conscious OBE or at least sharing experiences that I can work on my level of control and expand my understanding. Personally I have what I would consider daydream versions of OBEs, I can't really explain how but I experience it either as a very detached and active emergence of my consciousness being expressed though my imagination (thus not 'real' outside of myself) but it's often not always that way, and i have gotten better at determining if it is or something else. I consider myself spiritually active and an emerging psychic but I'm no where near well practiced.
Hello! I'm Jacob and I'm no stranger to inexplicable experiences that can't be analyzed with typical reasoning ranging from the annoying to the sublime. I would gladly welcome friends and guides in the journeys ahead, and hope to meet them here.