If you have a creative side you want to nurture. I think all is well when you see things in a good way. You embrace the small things, you see a lot (meaning you experience a lot, even from small things... from, say, someone' s looking at you, seeing flowers bloom, by merely watching animals, taking in nature...). All this enriches you and you start pouring these things into your daily life, mostly in your writing if you have time to invest in that. If not, then youre juggling like me. Doing a mundane job, trying to earn in order to invest in things that enrich you.