An ode to the PCT: Prelude for a book idea by Hammer


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The Weight of Freedom.
Hammer shifted the pack higher on his shoulders and took a deep breath of the crisp mountain air. At 56 years old, he had spent the better part of his life stuck behind a desk, letting the world pass him by while he poured over spreadsheets and negotiated contracts. But not anymore.
He had quit his job six months ago, selling his overly large house and putting what he didn't need in storage. For the first time in over thirty years, he was free. Free from the golden handcuffs of his corporate job. Free from the burdens of mortgages, zoning laws, and homeowner's association fees. Free to explore and live on his own terms.
His sabbatical had begun with a walking tour through Italy, following the footsteps of ancient Romans. Then he had gone diving off the Australian coast, swimming alongside massive whale sharks and drifting over kaleidoscopic coral reefs. But those were just the appetizers. This backpacking trip into the Sierra Nevada Mountains was the main course.
The trail rose before him, yellow arrows indicating the path as it switchbacked up the mountainside. The meadow he had just crossed was already falling away below him, the wildflowers becoming a colorful carpet in the distance. His calves burned from the steady uphill grind, but he felt more alive than he had in decades.
By midday, he crested a ridge and the entire world seemed to unfold before him in a panorama of rugged, snow-capped peaks. A few whispy clouds drifted across an endless sky of blue. In the stillness, he could hear the trickle of a stream tumbling over rocks and the high-pitched call of a pika somewhere among the boulders.
He stopped for a snack, pulling off his pack and settling back against it to take in the view. As he munched on a protein bar, he watched a hawk effortlessly riding the updrafts in ever-widening circles. He was struck by how light he felt, as if he could simply leap into the air and join the raptor on its journey across the heavens.
The pack that had been weighing so heavily on his shoulders just hours ago now felt like a mere inconvenience. The true weight he had been carrying was the burden of responsibilities, expectations, and regrets that had piled up over his years in the working world. Out here, surrounded by beauty and quiet, those burdens had fallen away, leaving him feeling unburdened and at peace.
He lingered for over an hour, lulled into a state of deep contentment by the warmth of the sun on his face and the gentle breeze ruffling his hair. When he finally did shoulder his pack again, it was with a renewed sense of lightness and wonder. There was still so much more trail ahead of him, so many more vistas to take in and explore. And he had all the time and freedom in the world.

An ode to the PCT: Prelude for a book idea by Hammer